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Friday, August 30, 2013

Their Names Explained...

Greetings, dear friends!  I wrote this on August 14 for our monthly prayer letter that we send to our ministry partners, but I have decided to re-post it here, as I'm sure many of you would be interested in knowing how we came up with our twins' names.  Enjoy!


Today is a special day, the day that our twin boys were due to be born.  As it is, they were delivered 3 weeks early, on July 24, and both are doing well—one in our safe and loving arms, and one in the much safer and even more loving arms of Jesus.  We are doing well and adjusting to life with five children, and we are all completely in love with our little Boaz.
Yes, Boaz David Washington Hoffman (still known as "Bart" on this blog) was born on July 24th at 9:47 AM, weighing in at a whopping 5 pounds 10 ounces and measuring 18 inches long!  And, as expected for the last several months, our son, Jonathan Omer Lincoln Hoffman (known as "Aaron"), was never able to fully develop and was delivered straight to Heaven.  There has been an appropriate mix of joy and sadness, but overall, we are grateful—grateful for our twins, and particularly grateful for Bo’s great health, especially considering where we were six months ago. 
As usual we spent a lot of time (some would say too much time!) coming up with our babies’ four names each, but because each has a very special meaning, we want to share them with you:
· Boaz:  The name is Hebrew and means, “strength.”  As you will recall Boaz was a prominent land owner in the book of Ruth who shows kindness to the young Moabite widow, who had come to Israel with her mother-in-law to find shelter there under the wings of the God of Israel.  He was known as a kind, just and generous man and, at potentially great cost to himself, served as her Kinsman-Redeemer.  Our prayer for Boaz is that he finds his strength in the God of Israel and grows to be kind, just and generous as he trusts in Christ, our Kinsman-Redeemer.
· David:  Another Hebrew name.  David means, “beloved.”  David, the second and greatest king of Israel, was an immensely talented yet flawed man who trusted in the mercy and grace of God.  And as we prayed so much for our boys’ hearts as they were developing in utero, we felt it appropriate to name Boaz after David, a “man after God’s own heart.”  Our prayer is that baby Bo would be a man after God’s own heart and look to His mercy and grace as he grows.  In addition, David is the middle name of Sarah’s maternal grandfather.
· Washington:  So many great Washingtons to choose from, so we choose three!  First, George, our first president.  He was known as capable, courageous and humble. Second, George Washington Carver.  Born to slave parents, through diligent hard work and study he became one of America’s greatest inventors, yet he remained humble to the core, acknowledging Christ as the true genius in all his discoveries.  Third, Booker T. Washington, legendary educator, founder and first president of Tuskegee Institute and, most importantly, a committed follower of Christ.  We pray for Boaz that he grows to be capable, courageous and humble with a love for learning that reveals to him the author of all truth and the greatness of the Creator of all things.
· Hoffman:  We don’t know of any world renowned Hoffmans in our lineage.  The best that can be said of us is that because of Christ’s sacrifice for us, we are children of the King!
Thank you so much for your prayers.  The delivery went very smoothly, and Sarah is recovering well.  Keep going, and you can read about baby Bo’s twin brother's name!
 · Jonathan:  Daddy was the initial advocate for this name, but now I love it, too!  Jonathan means “Given by God,” and we absolutely believe that he was...given for a time and given for a purpose.  In the Bible, Jonathan pledged his life to David.  While developing, our boys were pledged one to another—(Boaz) David pumping blood so that Jonathan could live inside the womb, and Jonathan ultimately giving up his life so that (Boaz) David could live outside. 
· Omer:  I never knew my grandfather, but my mom was very close to him, and to this day, when she speaks of him, she calls him “Daddy.”  Grandpa was a farmer, so this name, meaning “bundle of corn or grain” seems appropriate.  I love the stories that my mom shares about growing up on the farm, and I look forward to Heaven, where I will be able to get to know this mild-mannered man who so strongly influenced my dear mother.  I am honored to be naming our twins after my grandfather, Omer David Wolf.
· Lincoln:  Abraham Lincoln, the man who led our nation during its darkest hour.  He was humble and brave and concerned about justice and rightness and truth.  We wanted to name our son after this man who trusted God during pain and trials and who fought for the freedom of all people.  Hopefully our family will honor this legacy as we continue our earthly lives.

I will continue to write updates on here as time allows.  God was gracious as we welcomed our Bo and said goodbye to our sweet Jonathan. Thank you for your fervent prayers for us...we have again been held by the Lord through a difficult time.  He is faithful, and He has used you.
To God be the glory, great things He has done.  We watch and wait and long for eternity...we joy and we grieve, and we trust our Great High Priest, who weeps with and prays for us.  Thank you, God, for never leaving or forsaking us, for giving us joy in the journey, and for using our little family to bring you praise!

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Big Guy

4.5 weeks and graduating to Newborn "Big Guy" clothing!  Bart often has his hands up by his face...I'll bet he was like that in utero a lot.  Isn't that the best little scrunchy face??!  :)  

Saturday, August 24, 2013

One month!

August 24....ONE WHOLE MONTH since Bart has been in our arms!  Here is in one month ago...
 ...and here he is today!
I LOVE being his mama!  A privilege, joy, and honor.....I am so grateful.

For his one-month birthday, Bart got me.......seven hours of sleep, interrupted only once.  WOOHOO!  It was wonderful.  :)

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Monday, August 19, 2013

Caringbridge - Every Night

...I think of writing on here.  Every night.  But I'm either too tired or too emotionally spent or ________ (Fill in the blank.).

Life is good.  Today happened to be a tough day, but overall, things are going so well.  Our Bart is such a treasure.  I am particularly enamored with him....it's a mom thing.  ;)

But it also seems that it's a Bart thing.  So many people have been praying for him, and he seems to capture the heart of just about everyone who meets him.

As I write, Bart is sleeping on my chest.  I'm pretty sure that if he has more trouble sleeping through the night than my other kids did, it will be because he is being held so much.  We've had lots of visitors that have come to love on him, and frankly, it's just hard for me to put him down.  So I hold him a lot, while still trying to stay true to a relatively structured routine, which I believe is helpful for most babies' (and their parents!).

At night, my heart aches for Aaron....oh, how I want to have my two boys sleeping on my chest right now!  Deep breath.....

I want to update you, my prayer warriors, on how I'm doing physically.  I had asked you to pray for some specifics....thank you so very much!  Very soon after asking you to pray, some of the physical issues diminished, for which I'm quite thankful!

-Headaches--my headaches have gone away almost completely!  I think that since I asked you to pray, I've had maybe one headache. Praise the LORD! 

-Cough--my cough is GONE!!!!  Again, praise God!  It was a very annoying cough while it was around, but no more worrying about that!

-Incision--my incision has continued to heal well, and the pain associated with it is quite minimal.  I am incredibly thankful for this.

-Vision--my vision has continued to get better, but it is still not quite right.  I feel confident that something definitely changed with my vision during the delivery, and of course, I have no idea why.  It's a subtle change but certainly noticeable to me.  I talked to a nurse about it when I went for my incision check, and she agreed that a vision to my very scientifically-minded optometrist was a good idea.  I haven't done that yet but probably will after school starts (and I have more freedom to easily run errands, have appointments, etc.).

As for Bart....he's doing great!  Gaining weight (although I'm not sure how much) and beginning to be more alert each day.  He still sleeps a ton, but that's okay by me!  We go to the doctor on Friday for a weight check...I'm hoping that he'll be at least 6.5 pounds by then, if not closing in on 7!

Thank you for your continued prayers...obviously I'm only scratching the surface of what could be shared, but that's life with baby right now.  I will continue to update when I can.  

Much love from all the Hofffamily!
photo taken this morning (26 days old)

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Let Me Call You...

I call him sweetheart.  He told me tonight with his gaze that he loves me very much.  I told him right back that he couldn't possibly love me as much as I love him.  And through tears, I told him again of the strength God gave him...strength that was strong enough for both him and Aaron.

Middle-of-the-night moments are the best.  They are the only reasons that I'm not looking forward to him sleeping through the night.

Tonight, Bart met some new people.  First, he met Shanice...I think they hit it off pretty well.  Shanice came over tonight to talk about the possibility of living at 2319 this school year.  It was great!  Then, he met the police, who came to our house for reasons that were a bit more uncommon than someone living in our front room.  Thankfully, anyway.

He protected him inside, and now He's protecting him outside.  God, oh Faithful One, protect this house, this family, this ministry...for your glory and our good.

#thankfulhearrt

We love him. So much.

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Haircut Time

It's time for the kids to get haircuts...that must mean that school is getting close!!

Friday, August 16, 2013

Bart at 3 weeks old!

I love him so much.  Period.

And I can't believe he's been with us on the outside for three weeks already.  Also period.  Where does the time go?  Before I know it, his first birthday will be here!

Bart is such a sweetheart.  But he's also just a wee bit grumpy.  Forgive the grump-a-lump looks in the following pics...the smiles are sure to come, too!  :)  And to this mama, his little furrowed brow still holds all the love in the world...
 Thanks to our friends, Tony and Julie, we now have a way to make it through the dreaded bath time with out too many tears.  This ingenious little bathtime cover-up keeps Bart warm and happy while I'm bathing him.  Of course, once the bath is over and I have to take him out of the tub, watch out!
 Granted, the post-bath time is cold, and he's in a onesie.  Mean mama!
 I mean, could that face be any cuter??!  I just want to kiss his sweet little face...and I do quite often!  :)
 Teeny tiny baby TOES!
 Ahhh...there's the calm look I love!
The blanket Bart is lying on is one knit for Aaron by my Bible Study Fellowship friend, Pat.  Bart has a blue one, and I keep this one hung on his crib.  These blankets remain two of the many precious and heartfelt gifts we received during our pregnancy...

Yep....we're in love!

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Air Guitar

I'm three weeks old today and lovin' life! Thank you to everyone who has prayed for me and my brother or brought my family a meal or helped my mom out in any way! 

Three weeks...where has the time gone!?

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

'Twas the Night before Baby...

This was me and my Moose Tracks ice cream 3 weeks ago tonight. Stayed up 'til almost 2 am getting my wedding ring off, then packed my hospital bag! There was much excitement mixed with apprehension, but God was faithful as always, and the next day, life changed in a precious and beautiful way. I sit here tonight with a sleeping baby on my chest...I'm missing my Aaron but am beyond crazy grateful for Bart!

Monday, August 12, 2013

Brother Love

Sometimes, they can be found sitting together like this.  Sometimes.  But when those sometimes come, they are priceless!

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Lotsa Visitors!

Since coming home from the hospital, Bart has been loved on by many people! Some of his favorite visitors include...

 Tang-a-lang...
(5 days old)
 Anna Z...
(9 days old)
 Grandma...
(10 days old)
 Ms. Roberta...
(10 days old)
 AunAnd...
(11 days old)
Auntie Kara...
(12 days old)
 Ms. Jessica...
(13 days old)
and Tristen!
(18 days old)

Each of these photographs represent a TON of love!  We are so incredibly appreciate of each of the ladies pictured above, for all of the help and laughter they each have given over the last several weeks.  Thank you, dear ones...

How I am...

There are way too many thoughts going through my head, too many emotions running through my heart, to even begin to write.  Problem is, this keeps happening...day after day after day.

I'm tired.  I'm happy.  I'm overwhelmed.  I'm in love.  I'm sad.  I'm full-hearted.  I'm angry.

That's my reality these days...

So thankful for Jesus, my ROCK, who never changes.  It is His Truth to which I cling, His words which bring life and healing and hope and assurance.  Steady me, Lord...

Friday, August 9, 2013

Doting big sister/Darling little brother

She loves him...we all do!  But she is one doting little mama, that's for sure!

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Glory Babies

Nine years ago today was the funeral for our dear little Hunt. Today, we visited his grave and together with our family, memorialized both him and his little brother, Aaron, who is now rejoicing in Heaven with him. August 8 will always be a special day for our family, remembering our two precious boys who are with Jesus...

Someday I will write about our little family memorial service.  Not now, but someday.  It was beautiful and special, and I am filled with gratitude to the Lord for His mercy and His good gifts.

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Grumpy Old (Little) Man

This is one of my favorite Bart faces...he often has a furrowed brow and a quizzical gaze. And yes, his premie onesie says "I run with the big guys!"

I posted this on facebook, and there were some hilarious comments!  Two of my favorites:

"Kinda looks like Daddy when the Packers lose." -Eric Miller
"You've birthed a grumpy old man.  Nice." -Kirk Irwin

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Grandma and Pa were here for the last few days, and it was great! So thankful that they were able to meet Bart when he was still so young!  Thanks for all you did to help while you were here, Mama...I miss you both already!

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Caringbridge - Physically speaking...

Neil holding and feeding his baby brother for the first time!  Note their coordinating outfits (just kidding!).

I suppose at some point, I will want to sit down and write out the experience of last Wednesday morning, one of the most important and special days of my life.  For now, I know that many of you are wanting to know how we are doing, so I'm going to attempt to catch you up on that and give some specific prayer requests related.

Physically speaking, I am doing extremely well.  I have always healed quickly from my surgeries, so I was hoping that this time would be the same, but I certainly didn't want to assume, especially considering the surprises of this pregnancy.  But, true to form (Praise God!), I am healing very well and very quickly, as far as I'm concerned.  I have taken less pain medicine than ever before which is a pretty g
ood indicator of where I am.

There are, however, a few odd physical problems that remain...

My headaches...they have persisted here and there, and that is frustrating. When I forget to take my blood thinner (which has happened several times, oddly enough), my headache shows up.  Now, maybe that's all in my head (no pun intended), but it just seems strange that that is the time I get my headaches, and almost always in the same place, around my left temple.

My cough...I have a persistent and terribly annoying cough.  Now, prior to Wednesday morning, I had absolutely no cough or signs of a cold at all.  But beginning sometime after the delivery, my voice went all strange on me.  Sometimes when ordering hospital food on the phone, the cafeteria staff couldn't understand me.  I figured it was nothing, but it continued.  Eventually my voice got better, but I still have this cough.  Coughing + c-section incision = not fun.

My vision....for those of you who know the story of our Hunt, you will remember that I had vision problems in my left eye, likely as a result of a blood clot which led to a stroke which led to high blood pressure.  After Bart was delivered, I noticed that my vision wasn't quite right, which of course, concerned me.  While I was in the hospital, I couldn't exactly pinpoint the problem, only that something wasn't quite right.  After getting home, I noticed that my right eye vision was steady but that my left eye seems to be having trouble focusing?  I'm still not sure exactly, but something isn't quite right.  It does seem to be getting a little better by the day, but it's an odd, unsettling problem to have.

My incision...the pain at the incision site is minimal, and for this I am so thankful.  If I push myself during the day and don't rest, I am definitely hurting by evening, but on Day 8 after surgery, I really couldn't hope to feel any better than I do.  I am up and down stairs with relative ease, and I can bend over with hardly any pain (way less pain than when I had the babies in there!).  So great!

Please pray...
-that my incision would continue to heal well.
-that my vision would get more and more clear as the days go by.
-that my headaches would subside (and that I wouldn't forget to take my blood thinner!).
-that my cough would GO AWAY!

And now, for the precious little baby lying here next to me.....

Bart oftens puts his hands up to his face, like he's contemplating some of life's great mysteries.  And he almost always has a furrowed brow.

Bart is doing great!  Oh my--I wish you could all meet him in person...he's amazing.  God has once again blown me away with this awesome creature!  He has captured my heart, and I'm in love!

Here's how you can be praying for Bo...

Bart is tiny.  He was born at 5 pounds, 10 ounces; dropped to 5 pounds; and increased his weight to 5 pounds, 3.5 ounces before leaving the hospital.  On Monday at the doctor, he was down to 5 pounds, 3 ounces, but yesterday, he was up to 5 pounds, 5 ounces. Our pediatrician was happy with that, saying that he needs to be gaining an ounce a day.

It was explained to us at the hospital that some "borderline babies" (babies born right on the 36/37 week full-term border) will act older than they are, some younger.  Bart seems to be acting younger and, agreed our pediatrician yesterday, even looks younger than he is. One way that this shows itself is through his eating habits...he's just not strong enough yet to be suckling appropriately.  Because of this, I am pumping, and we are supplementing with formula when needed--all on top of the normal breastfeeding schedule.

Please pray that Bart would grow!  Right now the only clothes he can wear are size Premie--those are made for up to 5 pounds.  Newborn clothes are for 5 to 8 pounds, and 0-3 month clothes are for 8 to 11 pounds.  I should post a picture so you can see the difference in clothing size....he would be absolutely swimming in a 0-3 month onesie right now!

Also, pray for us as we undertake the demanding breastfeed/supplement/pump schedule.  He is doing really well overall, but obviously we need his growth to be moving in the right direction.

Physically speaking, we really are doing well.  How thankful are we for this??!  So thankful!

Thank you for praying with us for these specific things...God hears our prayers, and He will answer!

Beth colored these pictures for Bart, with a little help, so I hear.  They were on the wall waiting for him when we got home from the hospital.  She "scribble scrabbled" the one on the right because she "thought that Bart would like it more since he's a baby".  That was so thoughtful!

Caringbridge - 38 Weeks....BABY DAY + 1 week

Born July 24, 2013 at 9:47 a.m.:

Boaz David Washington Hoffman, weighing 5 pounds, 10 ounces, and measuring 18 inches long.  He is tiny but just about perfect.  :)

And to the arms of Heaven was born:

Jonathan Omer Lincoln Hoffman

For the last few minutes, I have sat in silence, amazed at the reality while at the same time saddened by the reality.  Boaz is amazing....and I am totally, completely, head-over-heels in love.  Again.  Jonathan was an identical twin, so as I stare at my Bo, I know what my Jonathan would have looked like.  Such a blessing.  And I know that Heaven waits.....I will miss him, but only for a little while.

For now, the Lord has seen fit to give to our arms the gift of Boaz, and I am treasuring every minute.

Hospital for 4.5 days, now home for 3....we are beginning to get our bearings.  Please keep praying, and I will try to do a better job of posting.  There is much to tell...God.is.so.good.

In His Grace and for all the Hofffamily,
Hoffbeauty